A Blog CatharsisI should have been born later. I should be a digital native. It makes me mad that blogging and social networking are not that interesting to me! I love technology, but because of my age, I feel I was deprived of the practical ‘social’ aspects that technology has offered the digital native generation. I do not feel that online life is any less a society that the non-virtual world; its just that I have more experience in the non virtual world. Sure, there are many aspects of social networking that I like. I am a huge fan of del.icio.us and use wikis on a daily basis. There are other parts that I just cannot seem to completely warm up to.
What I have to say matters. I used to think, “Why would anyone want to read what I have to say when there are so many other opinions out there?” I still ask myself this question occasionally, but that’s when I realize that it is not necessarily the information that you put forth, but also the way you put it across. I have a lot of experience and I know a lot. I think I need to get comfortable with the fact that this is the case. People will care about what I write because I think my voice comes through and you can really sense my passion when I’m enamored by something.
Blogging equals Learning. I think that no matter what kind of blog I was writing, I would have learned something. Writing a blog on technology forced me to push my limits in what I know about the tech world beyond my own backyard. No matter how much I thought I knew about a topic, as I began writing there was so much more I realized that I needed to know, even still. I liked the challenge of putting forth my thoughts about technology in my own voice. I am not very into much of the writing on technology that I read. I find that the author thinks the bigger and more ‘jargony’ their words are, the smarter they appear. I live by the principle of K.I.S.S.—Keep it Simple, Stupid.
Have I grown through the experience of blogging? Yes. I have always loved to write. It makes me feel so good that I’m able to put pen to paper effortlessly and come out with clear and interesting prose. The blogging experience reinvigorated my desire to write and research. It is something of an educational renaissance taking place right now in my life, this desire to write more scholarly work.
Regardless of my age and my “digital alien-status,” I have had much experience that the digital native knows little about. I’ve lived a lot longer and have seen a lot more. I have deeper connections. I’ve used a card catalog and books for all of the research done outside of the past 13 years. Clearly, what I have to say matters. I am being educated by one of the top i-Schools in the country. My word has more weight that I care to think. As far as blogging being equal to learning, I hope that any and all blogs that I write in the future not only are a learning experience to me, but to anyone that happens across the page. I think that from here on out, my ‘love-hate-love’ relationship with blogging will rest on the former and the latter. I have found my online voice. Now that I think about it, I’m more of a digital native than I thought!













